Tuesday, August 4, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 2:50 AM
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31 July 2009
This day marks the last day with my tofubots carecell.
This group is one that I have learn to love over the year plus...
the group that I look forward to to facilitate every friday...
the group that I bonded with over fridays...
the group whom I prayed with...
the group whom I have grown with...
the group whom I have seen different individual grow...
the group whom I would challenge to reach out to the youths who are new or has never been to Radi8...
the group which consists of so many potential leaders whom can become great man and woman of God...
the group whom I had fun with during our bowling outing...
the group which welcomed any newcomers...
the group whom I had many lovely discussions with =)
the group whom had 2 germans girls over 2 year period...
the group who meets in our little room ever friday...
the group who only allowed the facilitator to sit on the tiny "throne" in that room...
the group that have so much food, and fun and laughter all the time...
the group that never fails to have our revival meetings...
the group whom I have shared so much with...
the group whom I bought Maccas for 3 times ;)
the group that becomes tofubots because of a tofu lover and transformers II
There's so many things I can say about this group and truely, I am proud of the group as a whole, and every individual that plays a part in making this group as complete as it is. Not forgetting of coz, the one who is in Sydney and the one who went back to Germany
Yongern suggested that everyone to take turn to hug me just like how we hugged Ps Wilson. I couldnt control my tears anymore as each one came to show me love. each hug was so precious and ever so genuine. I will never forget that.
I pray that even as I no longer is their GGL (Gorgeous Group Leader. HA!!), they will leave and go to places to impact other's lives just as I have impacted them. to go higher grounds and be at where God wants them to be. Love u all....
Indeed it was a great honor... and I thank God every time I remember this group
GOOD THING IS!!! We are still around each other =)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 9:09 AM
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Rushed down to Joshua's dad's wake service but was really late. When I saw him, no words was said, just a good long hug. And I felt so much better doing that, than trying to say some condolences words, I felt that I was able to show some love to this friend of mine.... I felt that the best thing I know how to do was to comfort him with my hug.
My love language: TOUCH
I show you love by wrapping my arms around yours, putting my head on ur shoulders, holding ur hand while trying to walk through a crowd, sliding my arms around ur neck, holding ur hand while I listen to u as u cry.... sometimes words to me are simply too hard to express but touch tells alot about how I care about u.
You can show me love by wrapping ur arms around mine, putting ur head on my shoulders, holding my hand while trying to walk through a crowd, sliding ur arms around my neck, holding my hand while you listen to me as I cry.... you dun have to say much to let me know that you care about me.
It was the most horrendous and torturous time... I fully grasp the idea of wad's SO (darn) NEAR but yet SO (darn) FAR
Did I tell u that I miss Gen, Mick, Jo, Issac, Paul so so much?????.......... I miss all of you.... and you.....
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 6:33 AM
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@ Starbucks. Thought of the day: I needa get things done!!!
As I RE-opened her email... I didnt think I would still continue breathing. There was this split second where I felt my heart stop, my breathe stops and my eyes didnt wanna start reading the email.
Nobody said this road was easy. But for the life of me, I really wanna improve and have some feedback on my playwright skills. And it almost took my life to click that send button.
She said I should take her feedback as constructive and as brutally honest as possible.
And now I am left with a whole truck loads of feedback to chew on....
*Deep Breathe*
Just got a timely call from the BF and was level-upped again. Please let me stay there.....
GGAAAAHHHH!!! I wanna attend that workshop la...........!!!!!! =(
Perk of the day: the Morning SMS and "see I told u.... Keep doing ur part and let God do the rest" and "I wanna believe and stand along with you" and "I wanna do my part to help you"
That is SIMPLY so comforting AND so much less lonelier =D
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 8:12 AM
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"Between being Chief and the one you love. CHOOSE THE ONE YOU LOVE."
Just quoting Dr. Bailey.
Yeap. RANDOM.
I shared ALOT in office cell today. I felt so good. To share. Praise report. Sorrows. Confusions. The what-to-dos. The are-things-like-this. The how-did-that-happen. Did I say it felt good? Every staff devotion, every office cell. They just feel so good.
Yeap... I know.... It's YOUR call. Not MINE. Not OURS. But YOURS. It's YOUR call.... yeap...
A few more days to Liverpool in SG. HooRAY!
OK. Yeap RanDOM.
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us.... sometimes letting it go hurts even worse
Gonna help out with the Elderly department tmr!
*grabs a glass of ICE COLD water*
God be my justice!!!!!!!!!!!! =) Please God... be my justice. Coz Amy here is confused at how some people are just simply.... A the MAZE the ZING
I have learnt to just shut up. Coz I dowanna fight anymore....
I almost stared at the guy and took out my dictionary to explain the word "MORE" to him. Some people simply doesnt know that MORE pickles doesnt exactly mean two slices more when there's only two slices to began with!!!! URRGHHH so angry
Came back home and cant find the chords of the song that I wanna sing. Tao yan.....
Frustrated reading that email.... that I bombed my lecturer's email. Sore Thumb once again....
Deep down nobody wants to hear it.... especially when it hits close to home... but sometimes we just have to tell the truth....
See the entire ups and downs of my thoughts? yeah.... that's Me for now. Sucks to be me? really it does. SERIOUSLY.
It's a crappy Wednesday......
I pray that I will walk in Victory soon....
Monday, June 29, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 12:13 AM
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Have been wanting to blog for the longest time... but each time as I try to type my thoughts out, they start to turn pretty personal... and the thought of bloggin disappear.... I cant share with anyone, no one...
Been feeling really under the weather these few days.... everything has been very quiet... even myself...
Right.
I'm quiet all the time.
Thanx
*cranky-ness shining all the way through*
The other day, I realised I stop reflecting on alot of things in the car now. Most of the times in the car driving are used to "rest". Driving as become so much a part of me that... i think I can drive frm home to work, work to school or church, to Sash's house, back home.... WITH MY EYES CLoSEd.... So, I rest my body.... other than the hand and legs that are so used to the gear changes, stop and go....
No, I am not sleeeping while I am driving.... just... well.. alot of STONING going on
Not Good....
I dowan to be just functioning.... I wanna look forward to each brand new day that the Lord has blessed me with, with a purpose in life, to touch lives and go the extra mile for the people I am with. To bring smiles unto their faces. how then can I do that when I have a hard time getting myself to do it?
WAs sharing with my office cell that.... I dislike the routine part of life.... Thank God for the opportunity to help out at CCSS Charity Golf 2009. Thank God for bringing me outta the routine to Eunos every morning. Yeap! even for the fact that I had to be at Laguna National Golf Club at 7:15. I rushed there like M.A.D and guess wad... I was the earliest... -.-
I need another, let's go for ice cream trip again...... and no... not the let's go... say... next tuesday kinda thing... it's the... let's go NOW kinda thing...
Then again... maybe I need my massage......... GGGGAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
Most of all.... I am craving for Jap food with my bestie.... :/
Friday, June 12, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 5:41 AM
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My blog's dead!!! hahaha yeah... I know... and reason being I have so much to say but dunno where to start...
Oh well.... ALOT.... and I mean A-L-O-T has happened since we came back from Europe... and I guess it's been GOOD! really depends on how u see it actually.... and as usual... I would like to see it positively!! All happened for a reason... and for whatever reason it might be... I guess only God knows.
Another year has been added (and yesssss I know I am OLD... whatever) to my life and I must say that these past few years has really been a journey with God, with Sash, with family, with friends, with ministry and with colleagues. and of coz... life's full of ups AND downs... abd that includes mine... but well... Thank God.... anyway =) Thank YOUS to all those who has wished me a happy/blessed birthday! and thankz so so much to my cell group for giving me the loving 7 dwarfs and card and cake!! =) Feel so LOVED!! and of coz... my loved ones who tried so hard to prepare those candles for me!!! =) so cool! For ONE sec (hahahaha! they will know why) I felt like Mer from GA hahaha
it has come to a point where I cant run and I cant hide... worse still I cant raise my voice... it's just a matter of time when i hv to come straight with it... may God bless me with added grace and added wisdom... I hav a strong feeling that's something He is forcing me to learn....
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 10:58 PM
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the time has come for ROME!!! and then Venice, Switzerland, Amsterdam, Germany, Paris, London!!! whichever order it is in! hahaha LALALALA *dance around in excitement* ooOOoOooYAY!!
Have been really busy clearing work from work these few days. I needa breathe!! not fogetting spending hours thinking what I should wear when I am there! imagine..... i take about an hour to get ready everyday.... getting ready to spend 15 days in Europe is a pain! hehehe
my sister and I are determined not to look like a TOURIST hahaha although that fact cant really be change since.... we are following a tour group!
Well.... I hope this break to Europe will be a good one for mummy. and I'll take this as a break for myself too!!! =)
Island Creamery was really fun!! with really fun company! best part was the ice cream, the kiddy ride, the picture taking, the laughs. hahaha that's ALL of it!! =) oh well.. I want more!!
I am glad we stayed on and talk. it was well... good. looking forward to what's going to happen from that talk onwards. it felt like a release.... and I wanna work towards to make days better! I know I can and I know I will
I feel so loved!!
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