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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 12:16 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Unbelievable...

The score line of 1-1 at the end of 95 minutes... UNBELIEVABLE...

The OG seconds away from the final whistle that gave Chelsea, it's only goal.. an away goal... UNBELIEVABLE...

A ball that seem to be easily cleared by Riise, who has done that a thousand times before, who decided to use his head instead of his legs... UNBELIEVABLE...

I spent 45 mins to get to work, only to realised that the reason that was causing the jam was because the OTHER SIDE of the road was having some trees cut... UNBELIEVABLE...

It was not peak hours on CTE but there was a huge jam, everyone slowed down to look at the overhead bridge and it was just some filming going on.... UNBELIEVABLE...

Jesus was crucified and He rose in 3 days... UNBELIEVABLE...

Jesus stayed on earth to teach for another 40 days before His acension... UNBELIEVABLE...

A dyslexic child takes great effort to even write a simple sentence correctly... UNBELIEVABLE... 

The complex mind allows paranoia to override all positivity in the brain that causes someone to go in the wrong direction... UNBELIEVABLE...

Parents who are able to leave their kids with their own parents and move on with their individual lives with new partners, chasing their kids out of the house... UNBELIEVABLE...

Unbelievable things happen... and they probably remain in the minds and heart of people...

What kind of UNBELIEVABLE things YOU want to leave in people's hearts and minds? 

U choose...

 


Thursday, April 3, 2008
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 10:40 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I chatted with my sister about LIZARD TRAPS over the dinner at home that was long overdue... then I realised what my life revolves around...

"The job satisfaction I get is to see the kids smile and know that they treat the center as their second home... compared to the chaos or the unloving place they stay at..." 

what I got was a "*laughs* that's good lo... I guess..." was it hard to swallow... def... when the tone was like a "well... ok if u say so..." 

It gave me the motivation to carry on what I do base on the fact that there are so many singaporeans who have absolutely NO IDEA that there are people living on this island who lacks love AND money... that there are so many people who's motivation is just purely monetary. 

many of you may laugh... at my lizard trap story and say that that is so housewife-y and so aunty... well... that's my life for now. If it takes 10 lizard traps to catch the lizards so that the center is free from disgusting lizards' crap so that the kids have a more hygiene environment to be in... so be it... call me Aunty ;)

 

Wednesday, April 2, 2008
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 7:39 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Yesterday marks the day we step into our 6th month.... looking back... it's been a ride... and wad seems like a blink... it's almost half a year... 2 more half a year to go... I'm holding on... to the fact that I can still love him... I wanna say so much... but I dun think I should... later I get scolding...

I am supposed to be the tough cookie without given the grace to turn soggy....

The Pillowman was... fascinating in a quiet way... it's rather draggy but every part has a part in the big picture. although alot of short stories were told, they all contribute to the larger story at the end of it. I just love theatre and how the actors are so good in what they do!! well.. I wonder if u get that kinda excellence when it comes to church plays.... 

I went to watch a horror movie without knowing that its a horror movie... I used to b a BIG fan of horror shows. then I stopped... because I felt that it wasnt at all good to the soul so I am watching what I "feed" myself... horror shows can be quite disturbing when u think abt the works behind the whole movie and how maybe "spirits" are involved...? well, I do not know what they do behind whats on the screen, but I bet its nothing good... especially those thai ones.... EEEEWWWW... hahaha... 

alrite... okie.. I get it... 
the wang wang part of me wants to give myself a good tight slap and ask me to wake up my idea and STOP FIGHTING... "Who the hell are u trying to fight here?? Huh? U think u can fight against it? u think by whining u can get away with it? Wake up ur idea girl, this is GOD. U really wanna fight God?? U really wanna run away from God?? see what happened to Jonah... U wont stop till u see the tummy of the fish rite?"

the human side of me is just pouting my days away.... 

Well... like wad Sash says... it can never get clearer than this... two Pastors in two weeks... let's not even get into people like Paul and my supervisor who hav spoken to me time and again abt the things in my life... ALRITE... Dad... I get it.... I get it Daddy... I get it.... 

I think I need to come up with a treatment plan for myself... darn...