Has she compromised way more than she should??

Why... if she then why....? why did she do it...? why cant she just dropped everything... we had the same childhood aspirations... it brings tears to my eyes knowing that she aint pursuing that anymore... I asked if she has compromised..... 

then the question was directed back to me.... 

How about myself....? Have I also compromised way more than I should??

It was like a LET'S GO sorta thing and I totally enjoyed myself!! although half way through, the reality of my laptop not with me and the fact that I have no idea where I left it had caused the ice cream to melt alittle bit (I spent quite abit of time trying to think thru wad happened... wad a ditz....), plus the fact that I was sitting there figuring out if I actually took it outta the office, which I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA of! I still enjoyed those udders!! and base on the fact that it wasnt with someone whom I'd usually hang out with! that spontaneity, that let's go and let's do it anyhow, that I feel like having it so let's drive there now even though it's going to close in 30 mins time! it just brings that life back to my life. everything has been so expected and the I knew it's going to happen is killing me!! Although I love the stability of things.. I love those, let's drive to sunnybank to buy bubble tea and those, let's drive down and look for the big mega sale in this unventured suburb anyway and those, Dominoes is closing in 30 mins so let's go order some supper and those, let's head down to the beach in the afternoon (without any worries that it will ever rain) and those, movie is starting in 45 mins, quick we can catch the next bus down JUST in time and those, let's just drive down sunshine coast with no agenda and see where we shall stop and see....... GGGAAAAHHHH..... I miss..... really really really miss those times... I was brought down the trip of missing the boys again.... GGGGGAAAAAAHHHHHH..... 

BTW, I found my laptop.... just right at where he said it would be... ON my office table.....

Staff dinner was great! wrapped in prayer for next year, laughter and fun during games although most of the people at the table were from other TCC departments, everyone loving the BIG God we have, funny pictures with people dressing up in BIG costumes, buffet style dinner in the hotel ballroom (I have enuff of the sit down and eat a 8-course meal type of dinner), everybody in smiles and applause for the awards to those who served 5-yrs, 10yrs, 15yrs, 20yrs and one 25yrs. that it's not for the sake of our name but for God's name ALONE attitude.... WOW.... I spoke to God a little something there and then... There's something which I want... and I asked... But I know, at the end of the day... it's still His will and not mine be done... My inspiration stood up there and I went WOW... in awe... of someone whom I look up to A WHOLE LOT... I want.... Lord, please grant me my desire.... I asked..... 

I dun like to be pushed to my other friends and then in the end looked as if I didnt care..... actually... I hate that feeling...

My Barnabas is not around at the moment........ =(

Totally in love with the song I'm yours by Jason Mraz =)

OKie! So, I am almost done with James 5 and I am working on the earlier shift tmr since.. THE SCH HOLS has started!!! =)  We will all survive, we always do anyway! =) God is great!

Exams are in a few days, in countable hours!! I admit... I had better days towards my school work..... 

"If it's from You, let her come to me" has been on my mind really often lately. Really alot lately... 

"Am I invited?" has been a question that I have repeated till... I dun feel "it" when I hear the reply or know what the reply is going to be... to the point where I know... how can that ever happen... ha... 

Interestingly, last sunday before I headed to church, I was thinking of the Thai food restaurant at Purvis St and guess wad?!?! for once, they decided to go there besides the normal foodcourt food. this sunday, I was thinking of Vivo city on saturday nite and u got it rite!! they mentioned Vivo city! oh man... how did that happen??! hahaha they would usually go to places like.. bugis, marina, PS, yah... places like tt... but 2 weeks in a row? hahaha can someone spell coincident??

Went to chill at Henderson waves. Didnt think that my camera would take really good pictures, so I took these pictures from www.singaporeshots.com =) It's the same place anyway... It's really a beautiful place to chill out and really cooling and breezy and away from the city life you'd normally see. What a pity we didnt take any pictures... but just finding one spot and chilling there was nice enough. Wasnt really a smooth chat all the way... but it was still the most beautiful part of my weekend. I want to go again! =)