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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 9:09 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Rushed down to Joshua's dad's wake service but was really late. When I saw him, no words was said, just a good long hug. And I felt so much better doing that, than trying to say some condolences words, I felt that I was able to show some love to this friend of mine.... I felt that the best thing I know how to do was to comfort him with my hug. 

My love language: TOUCH

I show you love by wrapping my arms around yours, putting my head on ur shoulders, holding ur hand while trying to walk through a crowd, sliding my arms around ur neck, holding ur hand while I listen to u as u cry.... sometimes words to me are simply too hard to express but touch tells alot about how I care about u.

You can show me love by wrapping ur arms around mine, putting ur head on my shoulders, holding my hand while trying to walk through a crowd, sliding ur arms around my neck, holding my hand while you listen to me as I cry.... you dun have to say much to let me know that you care about me.

It was the most horrendous and torturous time... I fully grasp the idea of wad's SO (darn) NEAR but yet SO (darn) FAR  

Did I tell u that I miss Gen, Mick, Jo, Issac, Paul so so much?????.......... I miss all of you.... and you.....

Wednesday, July 22, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 6:33 AM | 0 Noticed Me

@ Starbucks. Thought of the day: I needa get things done!!!

As I RE-opened her email... I didnt think I would still continue breathing. There was this split second where I felt my heart stop, my breathe stops and my eyes didnt wanna start reading the email.

Nobody said this road was easy. But for the life of me, I really wanna improve and have some feedback on my playwright skills. And it almost took my life to click that send button.

She said I should take her feedback as constructive and as brutally honest as possible.

And now I am left with a whole truck loads of feedback to chew on....

*Deep Breathe*

Just got a timely call from the BF and was level-upped again. Please let me stay there.....

GGAAAAHHHH!!! I wanna attend that workshop la...........!!!!!! =(

Perk of the day: the Morning SMS and "see I told u.... Keep doing ur part and let God do the rest" and "I wanna believe and stand along with you" and "I wanna do my part to help you"

That is SIMPLY so comforting AND so much less lonelier =D

Wednesday, July 15, 2009
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 8:12 AM | 0 Noticed Me

"Between being Chief and the one you love. CHOOSE THE ONE YOU LOVE." 

Just quoting Dr. Bailey.

Yeap. RANDOM.

I shared ALOT in office cell today. I felt so good. To share. Praise report. Sorrows. Confusions. The what-to-dos. The are-things-like-this. The how-did-that-happen. Did I say it felt good? Every staff devotion, every office cell. They just feel so good. 

Yeap... I know.... It's YOUR call. Not MINE. Not OURS. But YOURS. It's YOUR call.... yeap...  

A few more days to Liverpool in SG. HooRAY!

OK. Yeap RanDOM.

Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us.... sometimes letting it go hurts even worse

Gonna help out with the Elderly department tmr! 

*grabs a glass of ICE COLD water*

 God be my justice!!!!!!!!!!!! =) Please God... be my justice. Coz Amy here is confused at how some people are just simply.... A the MAZE the ZING

I have learnt to just shut up. Coz I dowanna fight anymore....

I almost stared at the guy and took out my dictionary to explain the word "MORE" to him. Some people simply doesnt know that MORE pickles doesnt exactly mean two slices more when there's only two slices to began with!!!! URRGHHH so angry

Came back home and cant find the chords of the song that I wanna sing. Tao yan.....

Frustrated reading that email.... that I bombed my lecturer's email. Sore Thumb once again....

Deep down nobody wants to hear it.... especially when it hits close to home... but sometimes we just have to tell the truth....

See the entire ups and downs of my thoughts? yeah.... that's Me for now. Sucks to be me? really it does. SERIOUSLY.

It's a crappy Wednesday......

I pray that I will walk in Victory soon....