And btw, we are still NOT together... so... the teasing AINT helping me at all...
Yes I know, he is special to me, NO denial, and NO I WILL NOT DENY that. And yes, we are working on it. But that doesnt mean we are together... we are NOT, NOT, NOT N-O-T and thats that. PERIOD.
I love looking at him, I love toking to him, I love to hang out with him. THAT IS WHAT I DO WITH FRIENDS. GOOD FRIENDS, SPECIAL FRIENDS. I take time out to meet YY for dinner even when I am busy. I take time out going for a movie with Shuai just becoz she wanted to watch it. I take time out to send Shuai and YY back when we go out (ok, shuai, sometimes only, coz she stays kinda far la... hahaha) I take time out to talk to Sulin online or SMS. I tend to stick to my these people when we are at a big party. We sit in a car alone, becoz sometimes, my car can only take TWO, TWO people. I take time out to just spend time with them. That is how I TREAT MY FRIENDS. Oh, did I mentioned that I go out with guy friends alone as well? I catch theatre shows with Kelvin before, just the BOTH OF US, not much of a problem. SO, right now, HE IS MY FRIEND. So... get over it already... You cannot dictate how I should treat my own friends....
And YES we still tok abt alot of stuff... STUFF that I can share with FRIENDS... but... we are NOT together... N-O-T!
Did I mention I was pissed?