Supposed to memorise it with Samantha two weeks back. HAhaha
I am not giving up. I just needed some time to pull back. pull myself back from jumping into a roar.
It keep coming back to me... If God didnt want this to happen... He would have put everything in this path to keep it from happening. but the fact that it happened in this way... there must be something to get out from... and know wad? He aint letting go til we learn what we have to learn... only to become more like how He wans us to be.
For probably the thousandth tme, I wondered what advice Professor von Kempem would have given me if he were still alive. I remembered that once, when I became frustrated that my fingers were not long enough to reach a certain extension, my frail teacher edged forward on his hard pine chair until I was afraid he would slide right off. "Every musician," he said as if reciting a prayer, "discovers that God has given him faulty equipment. That's where the difference between an ordinary musician and a great artist lies - how they face their shortcomings." - Mark Salzman, The Soloist
strangely I saw a different perspective of what Paul said about breaking that wall... keep going at it til it softens... Amazing... and talk about going to feel really uncomfortable... this year... is going to be a great year... LEVEL UP!
Daddy, may I learn these fast and well... so that I wont have to go thru them again!!
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