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Friday, February 8, 2008
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 10:08 AM

not tt I have anything to blog abt CNY... but yeah....

I just got to know that one of my friend broke up with his gf of sometime becoz they think they wouldnt be good as a married couple. I got such a huge shock that I kept asking if he was serious. and he said he was... I was SHOCKED... I always thought it was a sooner or later kinda of thing that they will get married... and it got me thinking... although I cant even say that I am ur gf now but it still got me thinking...

sometimes (in different circumstances) it scares me to see how you put other people first, even before me. how you toked to me abt me putting other people first... to be a "minister" to other people. but that doesnt come from me. it comes from u putting other people first before me and justify it to me becoz I should have your other people before me...

I wonder if that is going to happen when my status change to being ur spouse... they say it will never change even when u get married... so... even if I am ur wife, is it still going to be the same? tat you put other people first before ur wife or family because ur wife or family ought to put others before them? that ur wife or family gets put aside becoz u are so caught up putting other people first and doing ur ministry?


Dont try to spent your whole life trying to save the whole world but in the end you lose your family.

if that happens... what's the point even if ur ministry is successful?
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