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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
*__sIlLyGiRl] posted at 9:12 AM

BIPOLAR BIPOLAR BIPOLAR BIPOLAR BIPOLAR BIPOLAR BIPOLAR BIPOLAR!!!
Ups and downs Ups and Downs... uPs and dOwNs...!!!

the insecurities are setting in... did he not do it becoz he just wanna drag this on? maybe he isnt serious abt telling anyway... could he be so afraid that he is willing to put this aside for now? but why? why doesnt he has the courage to do so? why does he keep confessing that it is doom for sure? is he even serious about it at all...? mountains of questions starts pilling up.... why dont I get the kind of security other girls get...? Why do I feel like I am fighting against odds on my own...? 

I stop fighting already... I stopped... I am not going to take that first step again... ever... coz I am tired... really dead beat from every aspect of my life right now... that I dowanna care about this anymore... if it dies... then let it be...

AHHHH!!! MONDAY!!! was like a gift from GOD! weather was SOOOOO GOOOD!! PERFECT to my liking! went to sentosa and just BUM!! like literally BUMMED!!! like slum into the beach tanning chair and stayed there for the entire 7 hrs!! hahaha! so cool can?!?! My happiest day in like so many months!!! nothing cheers me up more than seeing God rise the sun for me, clear the sky to reveal those blue background that He created!! the clouds that formed by His hands!! marvelled marvelled!!! I knw u guys think I am crazy for tt!! but thats how I relax myself and recharge for the many things ahead!! and I THANK GOD!!!! =) MUAHAHA!! AND I LOVE!!!! although you could have 2 cooked lobster by the end of the day =)

Tuesday rehearsal was SO FUN!!!! FUN FUN FUN FUN!!! though tired but FUN!!! AWESOMELY FUN!!! LIKE REALLY!!!! God was there once again! MARVELLED!!! so strong!! Again again!!!
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