NO... not becoz of that I am filled with emotions. like duhz... I hv no idea why I am so emotional these few days...
today, on the way to church, again I sat and stare outta the window and looked at those trees... started to stir some emotions in me and I marveled at God's creation... ytd, I was toking abt his creation of the different animals... even trees, flowers, bushes... He created them outta nothing... even us, humans, are created so differently from one and another and guess wad!? He created us! like... from... NOTHING... there isnt like some books of "recipes" that He has in one of His cupboards which He pull out and "duplicate" from it. He used His creativity! And I am sure it was darn easy for Him! and we?!? there's only so much we can come up with... WAD EXACTLY ARE WE DOING...?!?! suddenly... I feel so ashamed of not being able to be who I am to be... sometimes I feel so stuck with coming up with ideas for work, sch or church... sometimes I feel that there is only so much I can come up with... sometimes I will get ideas from somewhere else... and I feel so ashamed becoz I hv such a creative God rite here for me to tap on and I failed to use/see it... SHAME ON ME!! SHAME on US!!
yeap... and tears filled my eyes...
and some other stuff that was discussed during the week...
If this entire event is only going to save ONE soul... are you still going to do it?
Special is the word I choose to use for today's Radi8 service. SPECIAL.....
Btw... U did really great! rem wad I said! It's just the beginning! more of that to come I am sure =) LOVE YAH!! and am so proud of ya! ;)
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